tall blades of grass, clustered in bunches
rooting upward through shallow, marshy algae water
the smell of mud and fishing when i was a young boy
hush in the leaves travels through tree tops
building force and splaying out over the marsh
grasses yield, arcing and undulating, nearby, their brown fall tips, reach forth and grasp for me
above grey clouds, the simmering burn of jet fuel
the injection of aerated fossil fuels into chambers
with sparks
repeated in quick succession by passing vehicles reaches softly in above the wall of trees
hot sunshine through opening clouds
brings waves of sensation across face, arms, chest…mmm, i wish this could last forever
lying down on the wobbly boardwalk, flapping grasses spit splashes of water as gustly visitation races into openings and bumps those in it’s path
ugggh!…pain shoots through my right mid-back, restrained during the rush of my morning commute
clouds in a traffic jam bring on a sadness, a feeling of not wanting to be here, to resist and move away from this moment and return to sunshine
as i stare up, listening and waiting, the clouds move and swirl as does this sadness
which has become boredom and then anxiety about why i’m bored
crickets start singing, picking up where the others leave off, or were they singing this whole time and and i just wasn’t aware
wasps lazily harvest pollen, do they know first frost is coming? i dreamt of snow just the other day.

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October 16, 2009 at 2:17 am
Aaron
Interesting blog. I was reading your background material and I noticed you are from Hamilton. Did you go to Lawfield Junior High School? You share the name of someone I knew from another life and a faint resemblance. It was a long time ago?
ac
November 13, 2009 at 11:09 pm
insighted
Hello AC.
Thanks for visiting. No, I did not go to Lawfield Junior. I lived in Waterdown for a bit and went to high school there before going to Westdale.
take care